I've realized that life isn't a pretty thing. I've realized, that bad things happen to good people. I've realized that everyone has things deep inside that truly do need to be let out, and I've realized that having someone who truly, deeply cares about you and wants nothing but to help you and see you happy is one of the best things you could ever have in this world. I've begun to understand things that before, I...I didn't think were possible. I've noticed you can't simply look at something and say what it is, because there is always something hidden about it that you need to understand and comprehend in order to begin to say what it is. I've met people who I thought I knew so well from being with them for years, and found out I didn't know them at all. I used to think that my life was horrible, that I was so unlucky and so helpless and that 'nobody understood me.' I was very, very wrong. Now I feel so extremely grateful and so lucky that my life is so easy and problemless, and I wish I could give that up. I wish I could give it up to see the people around me happy and whole and problemless. I wish that I could help them, and that my help truly made a change for them. So, I'll keep trying to do that. I'll keep on doing what I can to help the ones around me and make them feel like everyone should god damn rightfully feel; loved and not lonely because everyone needs someone to be there for them no matter what--someone who will always be there when they need it.
posted by Diabolik_Danny @ 6:05 PM
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Wow...I'll always be there for you Danny no matter what, no matter how crazy you think I am...Reading that made me tear, because it's so true, sometimes, I think things are hard, but then someone I thought I knew so much about tells me something and I'm just amazed all this happens, and we don't realize its all happening, and we think everything's ok. But it isan't, and all you really need is someone whoes there for you. Someone who you can count on, even though everything might not be ok with them either...I don't know what else to say, in a few years we'll all be going our different paths, we won't be together the way we used to, and it's going to be hard, but wherever we are we have to remember that we have eachother, that we can still count on eachother, and that someone cares. We won't be together forever so..let's make it count. No day but today.
I made that post for you. I'm glad you saw what I was seeing, and you're right, the future holds quite a lot of things, some painful, some amazing, some breath-taking, and all kinds of moments that we're going to undergo, and having someone who you can always lean on will always be something wanted.
You're soo right, Danny. It means everything to have someone who is also there for you, always ready. It's really all you need. And I am so lucky, I have not only one person but three, and not everybody gets to have a sisterhood lol. And Danny, just reading this post made me realize I need to thank you. Cuz you aren't that one for me anymore, which is fine, we've both grown apart, but thank you soo much for being that one for a while and doing such a good job of it.
No problem at all, Lexi, I was more than happy to do that for you, as I would for anyone else. I'm glad you're happy with your friends, as well.
Touchy momment *tears* i love you guys...hmm normally this would be about the time Henry or I makes some perverted joke...but I can't think of anything right now, all I know is that I love you guys and....Danny owes me a cookie!
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