Darkened Love

One thing explains the title clearly:
Vampires.
Recently, particularly after seeing the movie Underworld: Evolutions, I have taken an interest in vampires. The kind of music I've been listening to recently has been affecting this, and affected by it too. I do complain that the internet lacks good information on vampires, but I can't really say that since I have not thuroughly spent time looking into it...
This... 'obsession' ...has lead me to begin a story in my head about vampires, their way of life, their feelings, love, particularly, eternal life, fate, life and death. Now, I know that vampires are not real, some of you may think but, well I have things I don't believe in, and things I do believe in. Vampires happen to be one of them...
So, you might be wondering, 'why the hellz is he saying this,' and my answer is, well because I feel like it, I don't want to do my homework (lol), and cuz it's my blog. I vanted to express myself...
I am truly more interested in a true, pure vampire's views on the meaning of life, and I have recently since been thinking a lot about it...I mean if you were a vampire, you have eternal life...death is not a fear, and it is not coming soon. Then, of course, there is the substantial hunger for vloood, and as odd as it may be, I find it pretty damn sweet to be able to suck blood lol. I also loved the movie Vampire Hunter D, it's an anime movie about a vampire hunter who is the son of the All-known Dracula and a human woman. When a vampire and a human have a child, it is called a dunpeal, half vampire, half human. These kind, truly amaze me. They can survive in sunlight (although if exposed to an imense amount of it, they will get weak) and their hunger for blood is lowered greatly. They have the powers of a vampire, which are indeed amazing, and they have eternal life and beauty. But, the character who I liked the most was Meier Link, the pure vampire in the story, 'a notorious powerful vampire' who abducts a beautiful young human lady. D (D is the name of the dunpeal in the story) is hired by the girl's family to track down the vampire and bring back her back, dead or alive. At first, when I saw this movie I thought, ok so D is the good guy, and Meier Link is the damn bastard vampire who wants to kill the girl and suck her vloood...but then they show that the girl was in love with Meier Link, and the purpose of the 'abduction' was so that they could flee to the Eternal Land where vampires and humans can live and love forever without trouble. Meier constantly has to battle his instinct to kill for the sole purpose of love, and when the girl pleads him to rid her of her mortality and grant her equality to him, he refuses, saying he does not wish her to have the same cursed fate he does. So that brought to my attention that immortality is not perhaps what all would think it to be. Living forever has it's downsides. I was absolutely fascinated with the story, and I stronly recommend anyone who likes vampire stories to look for the movie, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust. In the end, of course, Meier is killed, his final words to Charlotte (the girl) are that he shall await for her in the Eternal Land, and when D is returning with the girl to the family for his money, she takes her own life so she may join her lover for all eternity.
I know I may have surprised some of you guys who know me with this odd fascination, since you might consider it all 'goth' and whatever the hell else but I like my fascinations lol.